Anonymous asked: You are soo pretty. It's unbelievable. You dont know me... But I know you.. (I honestly dont mean that creepy!) I've just heard about you at school and stuff.. I'm soo jealous of you. This really isnt a question for you to answer...but I thought I'd let you know you're one of the few girls at Meridian I'd really like to get to know better.
that was the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me! i’d totally love to get to know you too but i don’t know who you are?! /: thanks so much though, that seriously made my day.
Lost
I honestly can’t remember the last time i was truley happy. I hate this feeling and i just want it to go away.. I’m scared. Because no matter how good everything seems to be going…I can’t feel happy anymore. I don’t feel safe in my own head, it’s like, with every positive thought comes another thousand negative ones. Most people probably look at me and think ‘she hasn’t got it too hard’. They’re probably right, but I’m not okay. I know people have so much bigger problems than me, but every single problem I have weighs down on me, every regret, everything just hurts so much. My head is a scary place, full of swirling negative thoughts and I can’t escape it. I’ve tried to keep busy, but it just doesn’t work. I have these moments where i just want to hide somewhere and cry for no reason. I’m tired of putting a fake smile on my face everyday. I would kill to have that happiness inside of me that i used to have.
